不经意间翻到卡库尔许久以前在麻痹维基复兴会所写的文字，现在读起来，这真的是我写的吗？其中所提出的建设 PaW (Paralysis-anger Wiki)的计划，仍然令人感觉激动。看着过去的自己出现在文字的川流中, 从而能交流, 是多么奇妙的事。不过，虽然只有一年不到，却已感觉写下这灿烂宏图的人，是其他的什么人，这件事也不用关心……可仔细想想，其实这个梦想，从来都没有消失过，只不过随着麻痹维基复兴会的解散，PaW已经不再可能，而随着卡库尔离开狼之乐园，兽事典也不再可能。所以这是个当下不能实现的梦想。未来有没有可能？再说吧。卡库尔做什么都是浅尝辄止，所以未完成的事情还很多呢。
作为一名程序员，不止需要能够理解代码，更需要扎实的数学知识和缜密的逻辑推理能力。而要成为一名（像是理查德·斯托曼这样的）黑客……这群人是语言所无法定义的。所以还是算了吧。不过，究竟是用Windows还是GNU/Linux好呢。不过 Linux 的硬件支持还是个问题。待机只能用一次，绘图板要重启 X 才能使用……当然这不是 Linux 的问题 (更不是 GNU 的问题)。另外 GNU/Linux 下没法玩彩虹岛也是……这好像不算是个问题吧？
为什么北美公测彩虹岛客户端里面会有盛大密宝提示及其他……？
搬进了新住处。实在是糟糕的地方……明年一定找个好点的地方住。下午热得像蒸笼，楼梯只有一人宽，浴室没有立锥之地，虽然有灶台但是连个切菜的地方都没有，厕所密不透风像监狱，窗要用尽全身力气才能打开（奇怪，关上却很容易），隔音糟糕层友低音大喇叭光地板(回音大)加上冰箱压缩机轰鸣肯定不利于配音……但是最可恶的，是竟然没有有线网络。房东所提供的无线网络时断时连……响应时间也是时好时坏。这怎么行啊！唯一好的地方就是房间空间还算宽敞。
去尝试网络漫画 Slightly Damned 改编广播剧 (完全是爱好者行为) 男主角 Buwaro 的配音选拔。竞争激烈，竟然有 15 个人参加这一角色的选拔……第二多的是旁白 (9人)。
Kir’s Corner 突破 10000 hit. 感谢大家一直以来的支持 (喂好像没人来访问吧)。没有能够和DA用户页1000hit一起，有点可惜。有没有贺图？等空的时候吧。
Happened to stumble upon some text Kakur wrote at MabiWiki Renaissance Team. Did I really wrote that? The parts about building PaW (Paralysis-anger Wiki) still makes me feel exciting. Being able to communicate with myself that appears in streams of text, such a wonderful thing. But even only one year apart, it still feels like the one who wrote this text, was someone else entirely, and all those goals are too, someone else’s problem… But just pondering a bit more, deep inside of me, this dream has never disappeared. Only that as MWRT disbanded, PaW is not possible anymore. And as I left Wolves’ Paradise, a Furry wiki is not possible anymore. So it’s a dream unable to be realized at now. Would it be possible in the future? Maybe. I try everything but don’t put an effort in any, so there are lots of things to be done.
As a programmer not only it’s necessary to understand code, but also needs to have a solid foundation of mathematics knowledge and a clear, logical mind. As a hacker (like R. M. Stallman), in addition to those, one still need… bah, these people defies definition. I’ll pass. But should I use for Windows or GNU/Linux? But Linux’s hardware support is still problematic. Suspend is one-time-only, tablet can only be used after a X restart… of course it’s not a problem of Linux (less one of GNU). A usable, Free operation system is something hard to do already and I would like to thank all the hackers out there for making this possible. Another problem would be unable to run LaTale under… wait, I don’t really care about that.
Why would there be, in LaTale (NA)’s client, graphics about Shanda’s security device challenge screen and other weird stuff?
Moved to a new place. What a terrible one to live… gotta find a better one next year. The afternoon feels like a steamer, the stairs are only one-man wide, the toilet is small and closed like a jail, the window needs every bit of strength to open (weird, it closes easily), and with the people living next door having a subwoofer and naked walls and flooring creating a big echo and the brrrrrming of the fridge’s compressor I can say for sure this place is not good for voice acting… But these are nothing compared to the detestable lack of wired Internet access here… the landlord offered wireless networking, but it’s not encrypted on air, doesn’t work sometimes, and when it works, has a variable access time ("ping"). No wai! One thing good about this place however is that it’s very spacious.
Tried for an audition of protagonist Buwaro of webcomic Slightly Damned for its (fan-made) radio play project. The competition is cool and extreme with 15 people auditioning for this role, the highest for all characters. The second highest is the narrator at 9 applicants.
Kir’s corner just exceeded its 10000th hit. Thanks for your ongoing support (hey are there anyone reading these blog at all?). A pity it did not coincide with my DA profile’s 1000th hit. Celebration illust? Till I got the time to do it.
目前未完成项目/currently unfinished stuff：
- 贺图
- StepMania谱面绘制器 / StepMania chart parser
- 第二人生界面翻译 / translation for Second Life interface
- Nekotoba 字体 / Nekotoba font
- 秘密？(不过估计没希望) / Secret project? (though it probably won’t even be started…)
*喝一口道歉汁然后继续写日志*
整天无精打采的没做什么事。那么就把昨天的草图放上来算了。不过画得半人不像人兽也不像兽……